I FUCKING HATE ROUTINES. I am someone who sucks in managing my time and schedule thus it turns me into a schedule monster who destroys everything and anything in the schedule. Waking up in the morning is one hell of a work for me. I have to drag myself out from the bed and start … More Being human
It’s 2 hours and 15 minutes more to midnight. And here I am alone by the mosque trying to figure out how to finish the day of 9th March by my own. Its like an ordinary day. Going to classes and labs and doing my assignments. *sighs* Truthfully, I’ve never like when its my birthday. … More Be the good friend
Can you do something for me Romeo? Look up high. And see the stars for me. As I’ve never seen one in my life. Because my life have been dark and dull from ever since. Tell me how the stars look like. So that I can look upon my life and wish to see one … More Wish upon a Star
I was surfing the internet as usual because I know that’s the only way for me to the outside world. And all of a sudden, an article pops up. “HOW DO YOU KNOW YOU HAVE A DEPRESSION?” I wanted to shut it away but somehow I thought, why not? So, I clicked on it. The … More The word : HELP
To whom it may concern Today, I received my academic dismissal letter from my university. “ACADEMIC DISMISSAL” Those two words are enough to bring to make my heart skips a beat. I was too stunned to moved. And by the time I clicked on my inbox, my hands are trembling like crazy. I was unable … More Academic Dismissal
I am a person who is easily depressed by everything that happened around me. *sigh* But I wish to be happy. They said the person who laugh the most is the person with the most pain dwelling inside of them. Thus, I tried so hard not to be the person that laugh out loud. But … More The one who fakes it all the way
It’s Friday here. 6th May 2016 Part of the people in the world called it the ‘Fire Friday’. Possibly because its Friday and its always a day that people waited along the week as it marks the beginning of the not-so-long-so-long weekend. Its probably time to party,to have fun, to relax or to finally spend … More Fire Friday
One of my closest uncle just recently passed away. On the day of his death, it was raining heavily from early morning.When I arrived at the hospital, he was there. Lying on one of the CCU (read : Coronary Care Unit) bed. His eyes are closed. It was as if he was having a sleep. … More Sleep well. Till then.
Don’t always think of yourself and what you want. Think about others needs. When everyone is wrong and you the only one who is right. There’s definitely something is wrong somewhere. When you think you did all the work, disregarding each and every people’s hardwork and sleepless night. Think again. Something is definitely wrong. When … More Die Welt dreht sich nicht um dich kreisen (THE WORLD DOESN’T REVOLVED AROUND YOU)
I came back to my hometown after several years hopping on and off the planes to another country I called home. To be honest, it doesn’t feel right at all. And when I came back home, I thought to myself, ” Oh. I’m so done running and thinking. It’s time to settle down here and … More Like A Robot, I am.